will she let her thoughts win?

She was scribbling in her roomwaiting for her doom she was scrolling through the hatredwanting to crawl back into her blanket she passed the time staring at the ceilingonly to lose all her happy feelings she lays stillknowing the drill time for her to get outbefore she loses herself for clout she was too lateto … Continue reading will she let her thoughts win?

Numb

Numb.  I have lost the sensation and feeling for every part of my body.  It felt like someone had pulled out all the emotions inside me. I was nothing but an empty shell; hurting from within yet unable to sense. It might not make sense. Unlike joy, it is difficult while trying to express your … Continue reading Numb

Love & Lies

Read hundreds of love stories,watched thousands of love dramas, heard a million love songs,and it still hasn’t been enough toconvince me about l-o-v-e. Received a few love letters,filled with honey-laced poetic phrases,having the same underlying message-pretentious and delusional, it is hard to convince me they ain’t l-i-e-s. Committed myself to three relationships,hopeful at least one would show … Continue reading Love & Lies